#3 Entry: Today's Words

Inpirational Words

Got to wake up with a smile on your face.

Even if it is fake.

It will cheer people around you.

And, thus, spreads the happiness around.

So, SMILE..! :))

#2 Entry:: MOOD: Sad ):

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Sad. Sad. Sad. Just can't help it. My sister is at home right now. How I wish that I can be there so badly. Why did she have to come this week? And not to mention, why the date for the court trial has to be on this Tuesday? Why can't it be on the exact week I'm home? This time luck is not on my side. (too down I guess) I haven't seen Mimi for such a long time. And I heard she cries so hard. I felt like crying along but I told myself that I need to be strong, I'll see her in a couple of months. Shinpai nai yo. Right? Oh, yea. "CAMP" Why does it have to be this week also? I want to go home so damn much and they're having a camping trip this week? Like I'm gonna go. Duh. Can they be my family and heal this home sick? If they can, I'd be more willing to go on that "Camping Trip". Majorly. But, I need my mom and my family right now. Yes, I can handle it for a few weeks but still, the chance for me to go home is there. Of course I'll grab it. Mouchiron! Think I'm stupid enough not to take it? No way. But then, I'm still insecure by the threat that they would punish those students that decided not to go. I can't mess this up. This is not school. I almost got kicked out of school before and I still don't give a damn about it. LOL. XDD. But this place is different. I have to take responsibility for my actions. Anyways, hope things will turn out alright. Wish me luck and happiness. :)

Inspirational Words

Sometimes when you're hurt inside, you should just keep it to yourself.

Why?

Just so that you can learn to be strong.

#1 Entry: Can I?

I'm a bit sad today. Thinking about not going home for three weeks. Can I get through this? I've never been so far away from my family, let alone staying in another place without my family members. Hai. Hai. I'm such a 'baby'. I know. But still, it does not change the fact that I cannot stay away from my family for too long. I'll miss them TOO  much. Seriously. Sometimes I would think about whether can I really grow up thinking like this every day. I should have grow up, shouldn't I? But still, the childish feelings inside of me are still here, in my heart, in my soul. Looking at other people, I thought that maybe I am just such sucker. Too soft inside. But, I still have to try, don't I? By watching some inspirational dramas and movies, they might just lift my spirit up! Hai! Yoshu! Ikeze yo! 

Inspirational words

Never give up to become strong.

No matter how bad you fall, you have to get up on your own.

Isn't that what's life's about?